feelin blues?

suddenly i bgn early in the morning today. . . (i mean too early hehehe . . . ) and feelin soooo sad? hurm..is it normal? while eating orange ( terasa nak mkn before tdo but then tertido ) and i was thinking bout us.. he might leavin us within 2months? owh... ya allah..epatnya masa berlalu. . .so,dipendekkan maybe dlm 1 month? becoz he's too too too too bz. . . this june he's not home for 2weeks +. . he's out of malaysia and this 1 i can handle it. . setakat 2 3 weeks aku ok. but nnt 1year? owhhh. . .  he'll be missed. . . honestly, its not about sex. . . it's just like when u miss someone / when u need him,he'll be there. . to share the the good/bad moment. to comfort u when u sad. . ok,now feelin more blues. . :'( haikal's now getting attached to papa . . (papa die bawak p main golf that day. . sweet memories for him agaknya. . n now everytime papa out nak golfing haikal mesti nangis nak ikut. .) haikal dah tahu papa punya attire bila pegi golf. so dah tak boleh cakap papa pegi keja. sambung balik cerita . insya'allah he'll going end of july tapi that time aku still in confinement. . . hope i'm strong. . . aku mmg boleh handle the kids. . but when u look at their face. . .owh. . . of course teringatkan dia rite?



pss....that day aku berbual dgn haikal how if aku keja.. he said ' no, mama can not keja. . mama kat umah kl. nanti haikal nak mama nanti? nanti haikal sedih (pelat2 sket) ' and tanya dia' if papa tak keja boleh? ' diam no answer. . . hahahaha

dah tahu bertanya pula...

kalau boleh before deliver,nak siap suma kerja membaik pulih rumah sbb nnt baby dah ada, x sesuai la plak..bunyi bising nye lain,environment yg tercemar lagi..so,sementara aku kuat ni la klu boleh biar setle ape yang patut/wajib..

kerja2 yang sangat aku highlight kan :

• pasang grill kat tingkap ngadap klcc sbb actually sgt tidak selamat..bkn fikir yg buruk..tp nnt tgh pantang in case aku terlalai,haikal kot panjat kerusi nk tgk view ke ape..x ke naya?- so dah alang2 nak pasang grill,we all nak tukar sekeliling nya tingkap n pasang grill kt luar rmh supaya besar sket kawasan..so sng haikal nak main keta/basikal

• waterproofing-lantai laminated so bila air masuk,kayu lantai mengecut..dulu anai2..ni air plak..sakit jiwa nih!!ade je yg nak kena buat..dorg ckp maybe rumah atas kita yg bocor,so rmh we all kena skali tapi...

• cat- nak kena retouch sbb mana cat yg dah kembang.terkena air tu..gelembung2..geli tgk nye!

hubby dah ckp before jun insya'allah suma selesai..tapi ye la..aku terlebih risau..al-maklumla . . . . . . . . . .

DAN

hubby dgn tiba2 nak beli camera EOS(aku x tau benda2 cenggini..janji ade camera snap sana snap sini kua gamba sudah ler..hihihihi) sumpah tak teringin guna gadjet power2 sbb aku rasa da la berat n beso..mana nak pikul anak lagi,handbeg(bkn pkai sgt pn) brg anak.. n etc..

lagipun aku bkn jenis photographer..gamba pun x minat nak amik inikan nak pkai camera camtu..( ntah2 hubby nak bawak ke states..hati jahat aku berbisik) tapi bila fikirkan balik,kat sana lagi melambak brg murah..

aku cuma pesan,boleh u nak beli . . . . tapi selesaikan benda2 yang patut dulu . . . dah selesai nnt , nak beli apa pun beli la. kejam ke aku?

kenapa aku clumsy/ rushing??

ok..now everything 80% confirm..so aku berani post..
kan early this year aku ckp hubby dpt post kt kl kan?yes..mmg rezeki..
tapi nama je office di kl..keje outstation manjang..kejap kursus sana kejap kursus sini..sampai aku pk duduk jauh lagi better sbb weekend dah tentu ade rumah..huhu..ni kesian pun ade hubby mcm stress nak sesuai kan diri cara kerja and environment kerja yang baru..sama sekali berbeza dgn kerja die sebelum ni..

so disebabkan ini juga,aku decide nak berpantang di rumah sendiri..actually mula2 nak pantang kat kampung arwah nenek tapi ade yang cakap jgn nnti menyusahkan orang so,susah senang baik berpantang dirumah sendiri.

hubby susah hati memikirkan nak tinggalkan aku sendiri..die suh aku cari orang yang boleh jaga aku and macam biasa aku did some research and jumpa la pasal CL and other package..

1 - CL - RM900/week
(live in CL) klu amik yg daily rm1200/rm1300(cost for transportation)
3x urut
7x tungku lulur and etc
masak lauk pantang
tolong2 kemas itu ini
kira tip top la org yg rekemen kt aku

(tapi yg probnya kena booking awal and deposit 60%) kita plan je kan..mane tau kot cancel @ tkr plan last minit,kira burn deposit..

2 - ade lg 1 package(utk ibu berpantang)

RM599 for 5days
5x urut
hari2 tungku bengkung lulur suma
siap minum air jamu yang dibuat sendiri/air rebusan
baby pn die setel
tapi aku blm decide yg ni bpe lak cost transporttaion die charge

3- tukang urut

urut,lulur,bengkung.pilis,sauna and etc die kira RM70/day
tapi klu amik direct 14hari die kurang lagi(ni yg suka)
aku pening kepala nak amik mana..

and ni baru dapat berita latest..
hubby ke thailand early jun for 2weeks +  he be back end jun..
so by july da kena standby
da kena siapkan lauk2 pantang,stok2 makanan anak aku..
alhamdulillah aku da selesaikan tang basuh baju and lain2
baby cot je pasang nnt sbb awal sgt kang berhabuk plak kan..

and if hubby past 2nd test di ambassy, maka, dgn ini hubby akan pergi states for 1year..
mula2 hubby ckp before aku bersalin kena pergi tapi baru dapat tahu end of july kalau jadinye..
kira sempat la hubby tgk baby,azankan baby and sebagainya..klu x next year la hubby tengok baby(time tu baby nak 1y da)
dengan ini,aku serba sedikit rasa lega..wuuuuuuu...

klu hubby ada time aku bersalin,aku ingt amik yg no 3 je kot..insya'allah sumanya berjalan dgn lancar spt yg aku aturkan..(mudah2an dipermudahkan)

aku bukan pantang beriya2 tapi sbb pengalaman bersalin anak 1st dulu aku bentan,so takut2 pn ada..heee..lagi la dulu ada org lain jaga aku skali..this time mmg sdn bhd la..

nasib skang nurse dtg rmh buat cek up ibu n baby..kurang2 membantu jugak aku rasa..

i choose ..

the reason why i choose medela harmony instead of swing bcoz :

*it is light n handy
*easy to clean
*i'm not working (quite wasted if bought swing/electric/fs and choose to   BF directly.my 1st child oso direct BF )
and as a back up if my breast swollen,nipple cracked,me/son
warded,etc)
*save ur $$  :))

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i just fell in love with this belly fit..it's similar to my mom girdle 20 years back.. tried it at EXPO MOM AND BABY MIDVALLEY..

normal price is RM299 BUT got discount at the expo RM240.. you can also do online purchased but i think it's normal price..(so go and grab it by today!)

hint my husband about belly fit..hope he gimme good signal.. 

looking for a comfinement lady (CL)

nowdays nak pantang pun susah..my mom ni working mother..dulu harap pada arwah nenek.but she passed away last year..eventho die strok,die akan guide and byk petua die bg..but now i'm lost..worried sbb pantang nnt who's going to jaga me,and bla bla bla.. deliver haikal 4years ago ambik live in maid bout 1m+..but now stay in KL..so faham2 lah the price pun cekik darah.. my sis suggested berpantang di kampung arwah nenek..memang nobody but ada my aunty yg housewife..so at least she can cook for me and my son.. tang urut tangas tungku n lain2 mmg we all biasa dgn tukang urut/bidan sana sbb evertime we go back mmg booked tukang urut..lagi 1 the price cheaper compared dgn kl.. *picit2 kepala sat* and klu dah murah of course berurut straight and lagi lama/ byk kali urut lagi bagus..kl ni 3 kali urut je la nmpknye...arghhh...sedih..sedih..sedih..

of course aku prefer pantang di rumah sendiri sbb memang dah selesa and tahu selok belok rumah sendiri..duduk dgn org ni kena la ikut rentak orang..and tak nak la menyusahkan and kotorkan rumah orang..

and yang probnye kat cni mane nak cari stok ikan haruan..uwaaaaa....sedih..... dulu everyday makan haruan fresh sbb mmg ade kenal orang..uwaaaa.mane nak cari orang supply haruan nih?? tapi ade yg supply pun sape yg nak masak?sedihhh...

mom and baby expo

this time memang nak pergi sgt2 sbb march haritu x dpt pergi..need to buy nursing bra and etc.. rambang mata tgk barang baby..cute mute!! mcm biasa la amik goodies beg + extra gift for mom to be!
 medela package was awsome!! pureen mcm biasa..any sale boleh dpt i think. maclaren xlr stroller x smpai rm1k pun! retail rm1599..some more dpt free gift! and mcm2 lagi.. ade berkenan dekat 1 barang ni.. belly fit.. tried it and sgt selesa.. my mom dulu ade(20years back) zaman aku gemok dulu aku belasah pkai..pastu bawak g rumah my aunty..die sebok pindah2 barang pastu ntah mane hilang..mak aku bising gile..that time budak kecik,so mane heran mahal ke murah..now bila nmpk kat expo baru aku tau why my mom marah sgt2..hihi..sori bu!!
retail rm299 tapi discount  rm240 je! kain selesa,pkai x gatal and x bau sbb organic bamboo!
da balik smlm rs rugi..tapi mmg ingt nak beli tu sgt2.nnt nk kecek en.hubby la..(hubby muka masam je smlm aku blk..smpai rumah 10.30pm ye..)die tercongok kat rumah..aku g dgn haikal je..
ade la 1 benda ni aku beli aku rasa mcm membazir la plak..mmg haritu survey nak beli kat mothercare sbb ade combo package tapi sume out of stock!mcm mane tu baru buat sale sehari dua langsung out of stock pastu?mcm pelik..tapi on good sight aku ckp die x mau aku perabih duit agaknya..ni kat expo aku jalan sana jalan sini haikal seronok main game.. k kids nye..retail rm699 tapi sale jadi rm399..mcm syok tapi takut kejap je die minat.yang aku suka sbb nnt baby pun bleh guna..kira kongsi(da jimat) tapi aku nak discuss dgn hubby dulu sbb x pernah survey pasal barang ni..so,jalan lagi and last2 jumpa leap pad! haikal pun main2 and die seronok sgt1aku excited tgk..anak suke ibu bahagia! memang x bgs gadjet2 nih..tapi for education aku rasa bagus..die belajar tulis lukis2 color2.. and yg best sbb touch screen..and screen pn color..punya la duduk lama kat kedai tu(dari 12noon kt expo) bincang2 dgn hubby tru fon..hubby kata nnt dulu..tapi aku degil nak..last2 hubby ckp amik je la..tapi aku beli diam2 sorok x tunjuk nnt die addicted to that..bahaya!

ni la menda nya yang buat aku sengkek!

da balik rasa mcm nyesal plak beli.huhu

hubby mmg marah perangai aku yang 1 ni.

da beli pastu menyesal..haihhhh

kang nak tgk mode hubby ok x..klu ok ingt nak g MV jap..ade benda yang aku termimpi2 nak..haishhh

jusco day wangsa maju

went out early! by 9 am dah keluar rumah.my son i left at home with my brother..i didnt expect it was crowded and jam like h*ell!! coz it is early in the morning..and tot working days not so much people..went previous jusco members day before and yes in admit it was super pack..boleh jadi sardin but this time silap kira la..and i must be at home before 12..my brother going to school! the baby section deals x best..so x beli brg baby..but!! buy haikal swimming suit and bla bla bla..bought for my nephew oso..and i only get pants for my brother..
dekat groceries wallaweh..bump here and there..kena cover perut ni klu x habis kena langgar dgn trolley sana sini.. mostly borong milo 2kg softpack.. it is rm31.99 2kg and somemore dpt 4x 125ml milo uht pack..
it was crazy but then milo not in list(x minum milo) and lain2 the deals was good..mcm biasa need to restock sbb due x lama lagi..and groceries ke apa sume i yg buat.. so need to prepare..
 tengok jam dah 12 and still q.. susah hati..x redeem voucher..straight went back..balik rumah,siap2 kan my son..rehat2 makan2 then keluar balik to do 2nd round.. and lastly redeem the voucher..boleh la dpt rm50..sape nak bg kan 50?